HiddenStupid
09-15-2007, 12:51 AM
seeking online job.
- anti social
- shy
- bad at direction
- not well english
- bad in education
- no skills
- no diploma
- no GED
- no self esteem
- no self confidence
- trouble sentence making
- no motivation
Born and raise in USA. good english accent but grammar/sentence making problem. sometimes difficult to understand people that speak to me in english (stranger, boss, females etc..) I guess it is over-come by nervious system and shyness. When in public went to fill drinking water... a lady come up asking me if I am using the one im standing next to.... I pause for a sec cause I dont know how to answer... I sudden said
"go ahead"
in a rough tone. Back in the days when in school a girl came up to me asking me something and I was nervious and didnt listen to her I just standing there pretending to listen to her bell rang and I just said ok and head to class since now I still curious what were she saying and regret that I dont find out what she said. I have lots of regretful moment. I even got reject when I was doing a test to be in charter school cause my score is low. I get reject in everything... I think im getting Emo now. I just dont know how to social with people. I think I need theremy counceling... I see in news paper advertisement about free therepy problem exactly like the problem I was having! I thought I am unique to have this kind of anti social problem I was suprise that a counslor about this problem exist so I cut out the advertisement but I never call since I am too shy to talk in phone and too shy when go counsling. I need an online free counsling. Usually in forums I talk gerberish cause when someone make fun of my english it wont be so embarass. I even refuse to order pizza by phone. I order online.
I have one only friend and is my best friend since kiddagorden (however you spell it) and now we all grown and dont know what happend now. We live in different place and dont keep in touch. In the internet I am not shy and I can be annoying but in the real world I am anti social.
I lost motivation.... I lost interest..... even in gaming. Sudden I just lost my motivation and interest and I dont know how and why. Could it be anti-social/shyness? but what that got to do with gaming? I just dont want to do anything. My cousin and family ask me to go somewhere and I just dont want to. Not just now that I dont want to do anything... back in the days also when I still in school my classmates ask to do stuff and I just dont want to. My best friend ask me to go party and I just refuse him... I guess this is why we dont keep in touch cause I just refuse everything and dont want to do anything....
straight to point of topic:
seeking online job that pays online. anyone know any? work-at-home seems to be alot of bs and scams. I am seeking a real work-at-home online job that doesnt have to be in interview and doesnt have to show myself to the world.
- anti social
- shy
- bad at direction
- not well english
- bad in education
- no skills
- no diploma
- no GED
- no self esteem
- no self confidence
- trouble sentence making
- no motivation
Born and raise in USA. good english accent but grammar/sentence making problem. sometimes difficult to understand people that speak to me in english (stranger, boss, females etc..) I guess it is over-come by nervious system and shyness. When in public went to fill drinking water... a lady come up asking me if I am using the one im standing next to.... I pause for a sec cause I dont know how to answer... I sudden said
"go ahead"
in a rough tone. Back in the days when in school a girl came up to me asking me something and I was nervious and didnt listen to her I just standing there pretending to listen to her bell rang and I just said ok and head to class since now I still curious what were she saying and regret that I dont find out what she said. I have lots of regretful moment. I even got reject when I was doing a test to be in charter school cause my score is low. I get reject in everything... I think im getting Emo now. I just dont know how to social with people. I think I need theremy counceling... I see in news paper advertisement about free therepy problem exactly like the problem I was having! I thought I am unique to have this kind of anti social problem I was suprise that a counslor about this problem exist so I cut out the advertisement but I never call since I am too shy to talk in phone and too shy when go counsling. I need an online free counsling. Usually in forums I talk gerberish cause when someone make fun of my english it wont be so embarass. I even refuse to order pizza by phone. I order online.
I have one only friend and is my best friend since kiddagorden (however you spell it) and now we all grown and dont know what happend now. We live in different place and dont keep in touch. In the internet I am not shy and I can be annoying but in the real world I am anti social.
I lost motivation.... I lost interest..... even in gaming. Sudden I just lost my motivation and interest and I dont know how and why. Could it be anti-social/shyness? but what that got to do with gaming? I just dont want to do anything. My cousin and family ask me to go somewhere and I just dont want to. Not just now that I dont want to do anything... back in the days also when I still in school my classmates ask to do stuff and I just dont want to. My best friend ask me to go party and I just refuse him... I guess this is why we dont keep in touch cause I just refuse everything and dont want to do anything....
straight to point of topic:
seeking online job that pays online. anyone know any? work-at-home seems to be alot of bs and scams. I am seeking a real work-at-home online job that doesnt have to be in interview and doesnt have to show myself to the world.